Choosing Kellen (Surrender Book 4) by Becca Jameson

Author:Becca Jameson [Jameson, Becca]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Becca Jameson Publishing
Published: 2020-10-05T18:30:00+00:00

Chapter 12

Sabine

Master Kellen has pulled me between his legs. His hands are on my waist. His gaze is locked on mine. I’ve learned in the last few days that he does this when he has something important to say. I imagine it’s so that he can fully judge my reaction.

“Julius has invited us over for dinner tonight. I told him I would have to check with you first.”

I frown. He’s asking my opinion on something? This is new.

After a few seconds, he continues. “I know Abby is your best friend, and I want you to be able to talk to her. Work things out. Discuss your feelings and weigh the pros and cons of what you’re experiencing.”

He’s right. I would love that. I’m excited about the idea of seeing Abby tonight. I haven’t spoken to her enough. I feel awkward when I’m talking to her. How can I possibly explain what I’m going through over the phone? It’s surreal. “I’d like that, Sir.”

He holds my gaze and inhales slowly. “You won’t be permitted to break from your little. I’ll expect you to be on your best behavior and obey me at all times. You’ll be respectful and polite.”

I suck in a breath. This hadn’t occurred to me. I don’t know why, but I was picturing an evening as myself. I’m not sure how I feel about Abby seeing this side of me. Am I ready for that? “Oh.”

He slides his hands up my waist and strokes the undersides of my breasts that are bare under my yellow sundress. I’m twelve today. The dress is made of thin cotton and has narrow straps holding it up. It poufs over my chest and then flares out from just below my breasts. Like the other two days, it’s short. Very short.

I try to picture myself at Abby’s house in this dress. If it weren’t for the small ruffle along the top and bottom, it could almost pass for something someone older might wear. My panties are actually yellow this time too, with a small girly bow in front. My sandals are white. I’m wearing braids again today.

Can I go to her house like this and remain in my little space while we’re there? I remind myself that Abby lives as a submissive. Not a little, but she still has three Doms dictating most of her life. It’s not that much different from my chosen experiment.

I wouldn’t even care if Abby saw me naked. She’s my best friend. She’s seen me naked dozens of times over the years. We’ve gotten dressed together on many occasions. Those instances were somehow different, though. Casually changing in front of each other isn’t the same as being stripped by someone and exposed basically without my input.

Would Master Kellen expose me to Abby’s three Masters? Again, I’m not sure why I should care. They’re all in the lifestyle. They’re used to naked submissives.

I am not.

This is new to me. I’m struggling in my mind. I keep remembering how I reacted yesterday in front of Master Roman and Lucy.

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